6_dead_bullets (6_dead_bullets) wrote,
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Before Everything...

Before I continue with life, with finishing my projects, finishing my coffee, finishing my daily guitar session, before I finish my day...

I went back to my old entries from the last two years...

From hanging out with Micheal and Cynthia, to first my first entry, to Mayra's 15... I read them all in a span of 3 hours... I realized what a weird kid I was... 

But even so I would kill to go back to those days... The Pain, the happiness, the joy, the excitement... I'd do it all over again if I had the chance... So I realized, When I die... I don't want to go to heaven,or hell, or the next life, or what ever is waiting for me... I want to spend eternity reliving every moment of my life...

I think that will be my heaven... My nirvana...


So I'm writing this entry in reflection to the past, Behind my girlfriends back, before I start my homework, before I feed my birds, disobeying everything to make one more memory, to look back on and say that this was one day to live again... 

Someday... :D 

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